Bittersweet Moonwalk (inglishhhhh)

When the world turns bored, one always can go to the moon, can not I? When I am there, the day and the night merge into one, and there is no a morning for awake, neither  a night for sleep. I can see everything the manner alien to me. For a moment I feel free from lies and misery of this world.

I never thought it snowed on the moon, much less the grow grass, is like being in a different sky that you think. It only missing the music... one moment, the music is coming here little by little escalating. Life is no longer seen as a video, is seen as a photographs passing slowly in front of my eyes.


I could dance for hours, for days... forever, is like a thunder going through my body, and I can feel every emotion at the same time, give me all energy, that I have not had in a long time, I think about everything, and at the same time I dont think about anything. But, how can I say certain things unfinished like an idiot? I start to cold sweat, I mean, what used to flow like water, now has to pass through a filter that dont let me be myself, I cant stand with him anymore- I can see the beginning of the end, right before my eyes... no, please, not again!

It's like a dream about aeroplane, when I am finally about to take off, something awakes me, and I have to wait for another chance to dream again about the airplane.


Suddenly, I return to the Earth, if this had been enough real, every bone in my body had been shattered by the fall, well, it is no easy to fall from so high up to so low.
That is like an endless faint to hold myself on to the moon, but inevitably I will face the awakening, the decision has been made, no matter what might be the result.
The possibilities are numerous, as nerves has a maple leaf. The solution is not always run away, when the bad things are going behind you, wherever you go, whoever you are...